I miss you!

I miss you baby, I miss you so much
I miss the moments with you
The all those cherished moments with you
Hiding myself in the warmth of your hug
I was blessed with your love
I miss you baby, I miss you so much

The flat and clean roads we walked
The clean and flowing water we observed
The sky touching towers gave us the wow view
Which we observed together
I miss those all moments baby, and
I miss you, miss you so much

The calmness around and the cleanliness
My ears and eyes still long for that
The greenery and the magic in the air
My body and soul still die for that
The parks those we visited around and the flowers
We clicked at every intersection
That reminds me-you-my baby
And I miss you so much

The brave soldiers to whom we saluted
The great warriors to whom we bestowed our respect
And moved around in that machine
To see the lakes, to touch the water
To touch you
I miss those entire moments baby
I miss you!!!!

Lusty Love of God

This is a very sad poem.....I wrote somedays back when I was not in a good mood. i was just sad, low, depressed and mentally frustrated when working pressure tried to sodomise my brain :).

This sounds little horrible at the end and you may feel like never reading these kinds of words but the fact of the matter is that sometimes, we have to express feelings like this. Just a feeling, so U may not give serious thoughts on these words.

It does not matter to God
because he just needs you today
He loves you so much and
Today, He just wants you

So, he wants you to die and go to him
meet him, hug him and kiss him
because God wants you today

How do you go to God does not matter to him
Just that matters is that you have to be with him

You drink poison or set fire on you
You jump from your house or let the lorry knock you down
You suffer before dying or pass away peacefully
Nothing matters to God as he has no sympathy to you
But he wants you and he loves you

The God has only one wish list today to get you
as the lusty God loves you today !!!!

Oh ! that beautifully dirty lake

The still lake next to my house
with stagnant and dirty water
very few fishes jumping in and out
filled with lichen and algae
snakes moving around
looks beautifully dirty
looks so beautiful to me


The same lake was like a lake
some twenty years ago
when I was a child, a small kid
sitting on the stones/rocks near it
on the background of setting sun
what I did not do with her
near that beautifully dirty lake

It was not allowed to go near that lake
some twenty years ago
with the fear that I may fall inside
or a monster may grab and take me inside
the prohibition was there,
so there was zeal
to hide from my mom’s eyes
and go and hide behind that rocks on the
shore of that beautiful lake

I hid myself behind the rock, from the eyes of my mom
I hid my face under her arms, on her chest
Kid ! I was and so she was!
but, we felt matured and adult
and what we did not do!
near the beach of that beautiful lake
so, I find today
the lake is beautifully dirty

I can just imagine her touch
her soft kisses, her soft love
while I see this lake alone
dying with time
wish I get that touch again
on the shore of this beautifully dirty lake
behind those colossal rocks
which there were there, not today !
on the backdrop of setting sun

I love her and that beautifully dirty lake!!!!

Random Thoughts

I am walking down a straight road

alone

A straight road with minor curves

little twists and some more turns but

a staright road

No destiny of my own

I owe my destiny to the road wherever it takes me

I do not like to go to unknown places

Therefore, walking a straight lane/road with 

minor curves, minor turns

There is no fixed place to be reached

No time scheduled to reach anywhere

I am not racing, nor competing with anyone

I can maintain my own pace

racing with myself

alone in a straight road with minor curves

little turns here and there

I can see the end of the road after long walks

but no destiny on sight

I can see still and stagnant road

never gets carried away with my constant pace

sleeps silently beneath my foot

The road has been used for years

No complain of its own against anyone

may be straight road weeps sliently

being raped for years by humna foot

but no complain with me

just allows me to walk on these straight roads

straight roads with minor turns

I keep on walking with no end in sight